Please move up.

Im tired of wasting time. Making excuses because im too lazy to make deliberate decisions about how to live my life.  It’s so much easier to tag along with the crowd and not feel time pass by. I’m tired of being too afraid to make choices. Or being too nonchalant about things that will in the long run unconsciously affect me. How often do you make blatant notes to yourself about where your mind is and where your body is. We even forget to check in with ourselves,  never mind the people we spend our time with. I don’t want to be so absent minded and forgetful of the space I take up and the people I allow into mine.